Ashleee Karen

Made it 4 months celibate…now what??

Porn…will it help?

Posted by ashleeekaren on September 14, 2010


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Even though it’s only been a couple weeks since I started this No Sex For a Year Nonsense, I’m finding it difficult. I am, afterall, a woman with needs.  The other night with Dave has really messed up my groove – I can’t stop thinking about him and our hot makeout session…  I almost wish it was horrible makeout session because then at least I wouldn’t be thinking about it.  Every now and then it flashes into my head and I have a pang of longing for the bastard…

So of course, the natural thing to do when feeling such pangs is to release that energy – masturbate.  But the problem is since our last makeout session the only visual images I have in my head are of Dave.  Last night I decided that I needed some other visual stimulation.  Porn.

Now, there’s nothing wrong with porn.  Nothing at all.  Some porn, I don’t really like, and some porn I’m afraid to admit that I DO like.   Either way, I thought it was necessary for me to watch it to help erase the memory of my last hot night with Dave.    Yet, as I type this, I am deathly afraid that I will be one of those sad lonely people who just sit at home watching porn all the time…  So how much porn is too much?  When do I stop?  And is this even healthy?  Thoughts???

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2 Responses to “Porn…will it help?”

  1. Nothing wrong with it…it’s entertainment, and if it keeps you away from guys who will mistreat you, or disturb your road to recovery, then it is a useful tool.

  2. Definitely nothing wrong with porn. 🙂

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